Untold.

I have officially to blogger, you may visit my blog @ cupcakesarelikesmileypill.blogspot.sg ! :) I have blog a lot since nov 2012. Do give some support! Thank you!

And sorry to say that I have neglect this space for quite some time already. Starting of year 2013, did a few of the baking trials. You can go over to http://cupcakesarelikesmileypill.blogspot.sg and talk a look. There is really a lot of interesting content I have talk about. :)

In a blink, it is March now. New month, new hope. I hope that I will still continue the love of baking, although I still have not come up with the key towards something I want. But I’m moving on to baking practical now, I will be moving on to one of my wishes soon. Yay! I’m really happy that I’m able to do something I love and want to do. I feel that when you love to do something you want to see good results in, it will make you happily ever after! :) I feel that way, what makes me continue having this passion? Actually, I got inspire from others who can baked well. In fact, I have seen many of them loving what they are doing. Baked for others, etc. That is when I came out the concept of baking, that is also when I love baking so much. Though there is many trials, many errors, many difficulties I have to face. I find that as long you still love the way you see things, do things, you will be happy. :)

I know, I really know I should be speaking up for myself. Allowing my family to know that I am capable towards baking, I know where I stand, I know the pros and cons, so on.. I wish that one day, they will accept the facts that I find that baking is also a form of arts. They knew I love arts a lot, I did want to pursue further studies on arts & design. They knew about that, although many times they stopped me from reaching so far. To me, I still think that they are giving me their support. They know what is right for me. I’m satisfied, I will work hard towards my goals and show them that I can also do it!

Ciaoz, :)

I have started a few of my planning schedule already. I know not many people know I really keen into baking!!!!!!! You get to bake those pretty cupcakes/ cakes and topped with pretty icings. Is not it good when you bake it on your own? You don’t have to spend time thinking where to get nice and tasty cupcakes. You can just try it on your own, hands-on to know how good it taste. Improvements… and etc. Haha! I sounds really really excited you know! Hmmm. Yes, in future I am hoping I am able to have my own business too. Just like those successful business people. They have theirs, I have mine! :’) Oh dear… I know I must be dreaming but don’t worry. I will make my dream come true someday later. Therefore, after Taiwan trip I will be on my task already. Hopefully more things will come on hands. I still believe when one door closes, another door will open for you. I wanted to start blogging again @ blogger.com.

But.. I afraid I might neglect it like how I used to neglect my own blog web. :/ Ok… still thinking whether to start or not. Also to put up my nuffnang too.

So, what’s next?

I know I have not been able to came up to tumblr for quite some times already. Million of apologies to everyone else who still read my entries. Haha! Did I mention before that I’m going to Taiwan this coming December for at least a week? Hmmmm. I’m really looking forward to this trip over to Taiwan. Probably I should name it as study + learning trip to Taiwan. I will be away with my second sister for about 10 days. I bet I will miss mommy’s cooking a lot. Although it is my first time taking the plane to Taiwan, it is also my first time going to Taiwan. :/ Sounds abit suaku? Everyone surely got their first time taking the plane too. I haven’t start doing my planning yet. Meanwhile, I need to start to settle a few things first before I’m away to Taiwan. I know I’m left with approximately 2 months till the actual day when I’m away.

I know I have got goals in life that I wanted to achieve it. I really love to draw. Maybe I’m born to love arts. Even though I really want to get a certificate on diploma in design and media or fine arts. I love baking too! Whenever I see pretty cupcakes topped with pretty icings, they really look good and taste good! Baking can be my interest while art can be my passion. I believe that when one door closes, another door will open.


Till then. Ciao.

我真的不知道应该从哪里说起。。。。。 有时候觉得很累，想休息。可是却觉得休息久了，会变成一种习惯吧。会不会是我想太多了？可能我是一个很想追求完美的人。时时刻刻觉得自己不够好，事情也是不能确解。。现在却觉得我真的放不下有些东西。我真的是想太多了吗？不感到难过，只是很惭愧和困扰。虽然我还是觉得我应该望我的梦想去。。我，自己真的希望我能做到。加油啦！！！我听到了。。gm 说我喜欢画画，真的有一点不相信。可是我听从了他的说法，觉得很对。起初，我真的吓倒了。Truthfully speaking, I was shocked…. when I heard that. Yeah.. :( I still love drawing a lot! Wonder if I am able to reach for what I want.. Hoping that I can do it!!

C组道学营圆满成功！真的很感恩LM慈悲，第一次参加C组道学营，有很多感触。学了，懂了，就要去做。我们大家感动了，却没有行动。后学希望能把所学的，传下去。学习菩萨们的牺牲，奉献。真的很高兴，感谢所有策划者，Tz们，ZZ们，ad-hoc，摄影师，真的辛苦你们！圣心组的同修们，我们会再见面的！希望说我们都学了很多很多。

Day 1, 22 June 2012 Friday.
Report at TG by 7.30am. We had our breakfast at Hougang. Fruitful journey….. while on our way to Hougang first. Then Sengkang. Ice-breaking was really fun! ^^ All the activities in Day 1 was alright. :) At first was quite dry, but after all not that bad. Grateful that I really learnt a lot in day 1. Gan xie lmcb.

Day 2, 23 June 2012 Saturday.
Woke at 5plus. Sx and all. Breakfast was kaya with bread! Thanks BX. :) First few half was good! Especially the exhibition, though we don’t have much time. But feedback was really good! Second half, after lunch was activities related to QR. After dinner, we headed to sembawang camp site for camp fire! :) Things turned out good, somehow don’t get why they choose the theme for camp fire. Feel touched about the camp theme songs and all.. Overall 4 stars! All of us was told to wrote down our wishes. Gan en Guilong Tz for sharing so much. “Indeed we feel  touched, but didn’t make any move.” Sharing our 心得 after camp fire.. Gan xie Zc for the sharing…. That night, we really love all the stars. There’s really pretty stars. Never in my life, I get to see so many stars.. Walk back to wait for transport back to TG. Play numbers game till the bus came. Really….. :) Good to know everyone!

Day 3, 24 June 2012 Sunday.
Woke at 5plus.. Sx and breakfast. Cleaning @ L2. Lunch and afternoon activities. After that DCS cimian.. :) Gan en! Really gan en that DCS able to come down for questions & answer session with all C camp campers. :) tiring but fruitful journey!!!!!!!! :)

Nervous yet so exciting!

Hi all! I am not quite sure who’s reading this but I will not stop tumblr-ing right! :) Keep reading alright!!! :D


2 more days to C camp! Which is what I always wanted it to come. I haven’t start packing my bag…… for camp. So afraid that I might miss out a few of things while packing. I will start packing tonight/tomorrow! Hopefully I won’t miss out any things.. I haven’t been baking for so long. Macarons, Cupcakes, Buns, breads……. Please wait for me ok! I will bake soon. I haven’t gotten my baking ingredients. I have to bring notebook along for C camp. Due to I have to take down many many notes for upcoming QR project. Hopefully I will write fast and digest fast. Thus, have to come out with proposal. Oh ya, DJZYS was a success! Glad that everyone of us officially ‘graduated’ with graduation suit! I’m happy for those who went on first day and second day. 3 years later, we will see each of us back to DJZYS again ok! ^^

I have been thinking so much this days. It seems like a wave, time really flies fast. I’m turning a year older soon! :( I don’t get how….. how others manage to overcome certain things. Yeah, true to self. I can’t seems to digest a few things…. Hoping that I am able to do it too!!!! I can do it!


 Thank you for reading.

B camp’2012 have officially ended with happiness! :) Also… it was sister’s birthday on Monday. Then, I think she cut cake at TG or St.Andrew Secondary School. All the efforts, really applause!!!!! :) So, after all the hard works, efforts, time spent together. I believe they really bond a strong relationship together as one. B camp’2013, hope they will be able to work together again. Yay!

I somehow.. found that tumblr ain’t interesting anymore. I not sure where should I shift to……. Please give me some suggestions ok?

I don’t know.. or not sure what to do next. But I’m really looking forward to C camp’2012 this year. Maybe next year also! Or I should say every year. :) Thinking if I should be attending A camp, B camp, C camp at one go…. I should see how then. Maybe, when it comes, then I will think about it again. Hoping that I will make new friends in C camp! DJZYS is tomorrow which Saturday. Then, we have to wear scholar suit on Sunday. I heard Tz saying we won’t be able to wear it. Tsk, like that odd one out? Oh oh, Shiyu will be away for volleyball training to Taiwan. Bonvoyage girl! I will see you when tuition starts in July ya! Enjoy your trip, also take care of yourself k! I think its quite cold at Taiwan now.